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I just wanted to let you know
That I wanted to save you,
But I just didn't know how.
I couldn't find a way to help you
Without tearing myself apart.
I still tried though,
But not hard enough.
And for that I can never express
How truly sorry I am.
I wish I could say that I was strong enough,
But I'm just a weak person.
You were stronger than me;
I don't know if I could have ever made it.
My other friends told me to forget about you
Because you were the only thing on my mind.
But I couldn't.
I always wondered how you were doing,
But I never called.
I guess I was too scared
To find out that this world isn't so great.
I'm sorry,
I should have called.
I still wanted you around,
But you had so much influence on me-
I was so young.
We were both young,
But you always seemed more self-assured-
I was just awkward.
I should have known,
I still can't believe I missed the signs.
I was only fifteen,
But so were you.
You didn't deserve to go through that alone-
I should have stepped up.
I'm sorry I wasn't there-
If it seemed like I didn't care.
I did.
I just didn't know how to deal with this unpleasant circumstance,
How to deal with you.
There were nights when I thought about doing what you tried to do,
But I was scared,
Absolutely horrified.
I hated being in that state of mind,
It was terrifying.
I'm sorry that you had to go through that so often;
I only experienced it temporarily.
But it might have come back-
I don't know.
Sometimes I just wish we could go back,
Back before all of this.
You didn't deserve what you had to go through,
You don't deserve the harshness in your life-
You deserve a better life.
I wish that I tried more
To help you get your better life.
I'm sorry that I was a horrible friend,
I should have been better-
You deserve much better.
I was never that great at giving advice,
But I should have found comforting words for you-
Even if I didn't know the whole story.
I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough-
You deserve so much more.
I just couldn't do it-
My sincerest apologies.
That I wanted to save you,
But I just didn't know how.
I couldn't find a way to help you
Without tearing myself apart.
I still tried though,
But not hard enough.
And for that I can never express
How truly sorry I am.
I wish I could say that I was strong enough,
But I'm just a weak person.
You were stronger than me;
I don't know if I could have ever made it.
My other friends told me to forget about you
Because you were the only thing on my mind.
But I couldn't.
I always wondered how you were doing,
But I never called.
I guess I was too scared
To find out that this world isn't so great.
I'm sorry,
I should have called.
I still wanted you around,
But you had so much influence on me-
I was so young.
We were both young,
But you always seemed more self-assured-
I was just awkward.
I should have known,
I still can't believe I missed the signs.
I was only fifteen,
But so were you.
You didn't deserve to go through that alone-
I should have stepped up.
I'm sorry I wasn't there-
If it seemed like I didn't care.
I did.
I just didn't know how to deal with this unpleasant circumstance,
How to deal with you.
There were nights when I thought about doing what you tried to do,
But I was scared,
Absolutely horrified.
I hated being in that state of mind,
It was terrifying.
I'm sorry that you had to go through that so often;
I only experienced it temporarily.
But it might have come back-
I don't know.
Sometimes I just wish we could go back,
Back before all of this.
You didn't deserve what you had to go through,
You don't deserve the harshness in your life-
You deserve a better life.
I wish that I tried more
To help you get your better life.
I'm sorry that I was a horrible friend,
I should have been better-
You deserve much better.
I was never that great at giving advice,
But I should have found comforting words for you-
Even if I didn't know the whole story.
I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough-
You deserve so much more.
I just couldn't do it-
My sincerest apologies.
Literature
To the people,
Whether you are,
Bisexual
Pansexual
Homosexual
Heterosexual
Asexual
Confused?
Whether you are,
Man
Woman
Transgender
Unknown
Or even other...
We are all a community of people
Getting along doesn't come easy
I don't think we all give equal effort
I ask you the gays, hang in there and wait
I ask you the straights, please quit with the unjust hate
I ask the confused, you don't have to be just straight
I ask the men, don't be sexist
I ask the women, don't play mind games
I ask the others, abide by both
Our Sex doesn't identify us
Our Orientation isn't the only thing we are
All of us, no matter which group you're in...
We are all people
We a
Literature
There is Nothing Wrong With Me
There is nothing wrong with me. I promise you that. But i am told differently every day. I am told i am strange; i am told i am wrong. I have been told my existence is a waste of space, and that i've stolen the air of those more deserving.
These things do not usually make me feel any worse about myself. After all, as long as i know i am a normal person, just as deserving of this life as the next one, then what else would i really ever need?
But lately there has been a weight on my shoulders. It has come back from the deepest abyss to haunt me. The thought that they were right - that i am worth nothing. Just because i know in my mind this is
Literature
Ask Me
Ask me if I'm a man and I'll say yes,
Ask me why I answer so quickly and I'll gladly tell you.
I've been male since before I was born,
I've just been waiting to show everyone.
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... This is basically a year and a half of sorries bottled up into a little poem...
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I don't know why but this always brings tears to my eyes. I cry and I'm not ashamed this time.